My Life in Technicolor

I smile thinking over the first time I looked at you. It tingles the way you looked back at me. And those cold stare reminds me of new born, There, my heart was loud for the first time. Oh please just tell me this secret of yours. I’m losing myself every time I gaze at your eyes, It feels like drugs, and I’m high like sky. With you every moment, my heart is starving for more, And I can’t wait but to fall in love with you . photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

photo credit Hi, After days of search I finally came up with a name for my daily blog with all help from my sweet hearts *mwahhh* there was quite an option actually and was really confusing. Well ill list those names below check it out and let me know which one sounds more “me”. It’s just that I’m struck with “P.S just saying” and “simple yet complicated”  so let me know what you think okays. I so badly wanted to do the blog on 12/12/12 *sad face* curse that system Walla uncle who delayed in fixing my PC and that’s a reason was not blogging for days now and day before yesterday got my PC so here I’m blabbering clueless so that’s it guess I’ll start on with my new/daily blog from 2013 or if I live *lol* than surly 21/12/2012 would be the date  *finger cross* . Here are the names for my blog, SIMPLE yet COMPLICATED. P.S just saying Simply being human. And?? Daily blossom. Heights of exaggeration. Comment your pick thank you :-) ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

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Katie sky- sweet sweet melody  

There are many peoples whom you call own yet they distract and hurt you always but someone very much unknown can make you smile and be your “one in the million” and your reason to smile. Unknowingly or knowing we are someone’s reason to, We might not notice this in our buys life but we might mean world to someone really unknown to us. In times of difficulties they show up and help. Someone far out of reach and notice there is someone always thinking of us and watching us. Their thoughts can light you up and clear your mind and make you feel very much confident and alive sometimes in a strange way. Just think about it when someone means so much for you and you can do anything to make them smile and they don’t know that even you exist. Like wise some where in the corner of this world even you'll be someone’s someone. So always be smiling and happy your smile might bright up someone’s day. These might feel filmy but trust me you’ll believe it ones you feel it. P.S THANK Y

In this life journey I always got lost in important turning point of my life and I always stayed distracted. The feeling of nobody killed me. Had nothing in life everything was passing clouds and time been attraction .I never had any thing to relate myself and I really hated that feeling of been nothing. I was just below average girl always shy, scared and lack of confidence, a totally loser in word. I all most tried every kind of a things to relate myself but nothing last long, just name it and yes I had a time of my life trying to fit in. was a totally dumb it feels crazy the way I was but today I know I’m something beyond average. Only bcoz I learnt through my mistakes and my stupidity. • Sitting in house while all my friends were in college. • getting backstabbed by my very own, • Doing all the crazy and messy things just for fun. • Getting education with people way younger. • Relationship and commitments in young age. Many more things which can't be mentioned

Me : hey , hello ! How you doing ? Quit a while , sorry got busy couldn't return your calls , ssup ? Him: its okay re I understand and im fine, how you, all good with you kya? Me: I'm pretty good..you know how it happens with me.nothing much but to many things to talk with you , missed you real much. Him: I'm all ears. (I start with my whole week thing and he patiently listen.after a long senseless talk and hearty laugh) Him: I'm so happy not for anything, its been like a week I spoked to someone or someone called up and asked how I'm doing, its just strange but I'm really glad you called. wired! I was actually low and lonely myself and felt like talking to someone , someone who would understand me with out my explanation. That someone who know me better than myself and someone who would understand everything with my single hello. Every time when I feel above,that someone with out fail succeed in brightening up my face. just a hey, hello ! Is more than enoug

Okay its been like ages I posted some sense pardon me for that.I was distracted, got lazy blah blahs.. So finally I'm blogging and back on track :) and im extremely sorry for not been such a good follower either thats bcoz my lappi is in coma and here on ill be posting through my cell so kindly bare and spare my broken language and I'm trying my best not to encounter the grammar *fingers crossed* but whatever I do , you please correct me and bare me , TY .opss my bad ! Happy friendship day . .love y'all all xoxo

Falling in love happen just like that,so easily but why it is so hard to move on? falling in love is like suicide attempt, you won't live nor you die. You hang yourself between hell and heaven.. When it happens you feel on top of the universe but when the same trust go down ,your pushed from cloud9 you'll fall but you won't die and yet you can't live. When you suffer and finally survive you will fail to recognize yourself ..time will heal but everything changes with time ,ones lost can never be regained. Aftr days will again get set for another suicidal mission..why love is so crazy fun and yet critical? P.S I'm blogging through cell so kindly bare any mistakes and sorry for wired post just feeling random :)

Tangled with mixed feelings she sat there staring out side the window. the silence of rain was so intense that her heart pounded to the pitter patter of rain. she closed her eyes trying to get back into the face, that Innocent but yet soul pricking , sparking bright eyes and those cute but scared face, loyally wagging little tail. She smiled thinking how it ate all her biscuits this morning and the way it played with her shoelace but she scared its safety for tonight. the guilt filed her emotions, the fear of losing it was killing her; she desperately wanted to run back and warp it in her arms and protect that innocence forever. She hoped and prayed for its safety from the rain and swear to god no matter what happens tomorrow she will for sure bring the puppy along with her and shelter, love and care it forever but the only fear was its safety from rain and her mother reaction for her decision.  ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

It happened, what was supposed to happen. Long back then, Where we first lost it all, And  Today it happened just like the way I had imagined, it would. Feelings are blank or black. why I feel so heavy? Sun is rising and setting in horizon . That won’t sound romantic any more, why? Lonesome! But still don’t want to cry, because tears won’t heal. So am I wounded? Or Cheated? You did it first so now I’m ending it.  anyways you have done it, now why blaming me for everything. Love is not a contract, wish you could have understood. Business? May be, But I knew it would happen but when it did, why I feel nothing. And just like that it’s over with nothing but emptiness. ‘Yes! I promise’ was just a word. Just Like I LOVE YOU. If everything is just a word than what is real? ‘I trust you ’saying wont make it happen. Gosh I wish so!! But still what so of daydreaming, When you know your living a nightmare. So much for Love.. but still..!! Wh

Hard it is to fall in love but bad it is to fall I love, the ultimate thing you gone feel in love is pain. There is nothing more but a lot of estrogen and testosterone production in your body and there you happily encounter yourself for nothing but the worst nightmare of your life, tho conscious and subconscious you know it’s wrong yet you strain your body for semi-physical and emotional blackmail about never-happening-fantasy of your not-so-good-love-life. not reality  “Regards of life is always learned when you face end of survival” and “Importance of freedom and self-respect is learned when you fall in love”. It is a beautiful thing to happen but are always read but never said (you see people are not that bad after all they knowing don’t push any one into hell) if you thing I’m been “DE-motivating” then ask the person committed or in relationship, you’ll know what I’m talking about and love is not 100% disaster it’s still the amusingly strange thing in this everything-so

 Shifted into total bliss, just by those memories! It act as a essential vitamin to enrich us from bore, Selfishness might be the extend you can touch But you’ll never extinct the always-true-reality. Strange is when those memories blossom to hope, Every time you smile at those old odd buildings, you know what you miss more! May be it was future, all you thought about than But today you just can’t stand the thought of apart any more. Complicated is the way teenage was, But all treat was because of friends. Stepping into those hunted walls all you can sense is their importance in life. Just like old times you see their mirage waving a smile in corridor And you walk into that vintage room; where your life changed into Technicolor drama You blush imagining your first crush presence in the last row, As you sense the charm of first love; Tears roll down from corner of your eyes over those mesmerizing days. You reach to those wooden benches, then yo

All she wanted was to feel her soul which was shouting for mercy, a ray of hope and lot of courage but the truth laid by her side which was hard to buy at that moment of time, all she could concentrate and believe was in her fantasy, Romance with her dreams was all about to end in few seconds but she managed to pick up the pleasures out of that nightmare. She asked to herself ones and for all time sake, closing her eyes she went back in time. photo credit Looking deep into those sparkling eyes, that laughter of bliss, and everything made her sense him ones again she cuddled him in love with a joy of having him in her arms and they looked adorable together, playing, giggling and hugging each other so tight, never willing to let go. she breaks the silences in her husky voice “baby I want to remember this day like the day of new being and the sweet sin we just committed to be pure” and she shyly smile playing with her cloths and continue “and I want it to be just with you forever

I walk into the light in middle of the floor and observe the darkness all around. I hold on to my ground and hope for the big, the big thing to happen and make my dream come true. ecstasy in my excitement, as the crowd goes loud, I groove and move to the beat of my heart. Every day in high sky when I look, I see myself. Singing the song yeah the happy song of my life. It feels great with all my mates shouting and laughing Well it isn't hard to tell, that’s the way we all want. So just Catch the beat and add stereo and dance Dance like everyone around you is blind. Come on you need not be so shy! It’s not everyday you get to live your dreams high Make it happen and make yourself beautiful. Now will you please get out Like just get it out and live your life high. What else can be more beautiful ?than living your dream ones a life time. you know what? it also heals the pain of your heart. so trust your heart and you'll always be happy.

Our senses blossomed as we hugged. Your strong body melting in my desire, Closer look on you; I grab yours chubby cheeks and pinch them into tomato red. You cry out in pain; I laughing as you cover yours face like a kid. You peek to see me laugh and there I know what your up to next. I try to escape from your sight before that; I get to taste your sweet cherry lips. Heaven it felt the way you held me. Locked up in your arm; that feels so much right! And then there you cheat by opening yours eyes. You held my face and kissed on my eye. I blush and struggle in your soft hold and you tease me more tickling me into laughter. I surrendered with a smile and you hugged me tight looking deep in my eyes. Childishly we embrace in that worthy moment, cherishing our souls. I rest my head on your chest hearing to the melody of our love. I look up your glowing face; speechless, And with out any pause we kisse

Peace of mind, where scribbling feels right. Inking down the darkness resembles my life. Where all I do is look for light, Drama is what I live in, Today, tomorrow, yesterday all are my ghost from last night, Don't know where my future lays. Passing the ball, playing the game is not my life. Happiness flows like tears. Why it can't change, when I want to change everything. Stone is harder but still get smashed, Why doesn't my heart understand this is life. Laughing in joy, when it is fake! Crying in vain, when it's fate! Why can't I understand this is life. photo credit PS I do'nt know how good is my post but i really wanted to high light the image. the photographer is one of my Facebook friend Swaroop M Koushik  .so do ink down what you feel :). *T hanks Swaroop for letting me use this image* ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

I don’t feel like doing any thing, today . It’s because your far there from me, today . But still it’s not enough for my love to fade away from you, today . I can’t think of any thing sweet than your smile to load up, today . It feels bliss to see how far we walked hand in hand, today . When I think about yesterday , O my!Those silly talks, unbearable pain, countless fights, stupid arguments and finally here we are, today . My words might, not be doing its magic, today . But my heart’s bombarding with loads and lots of love for you, today . It might be Valentine’s Day, today . But my love for you is like always and everyday . 

You’re twinkling like a star in my heart and I wonder how far you are. The spear of this galaxy in your love is killing me, so hard! Happy for what happened I smiled thinking about that moment. But all I can blame now is why it had to happen. From the day till today it has changed everything. Memory's play an evil role everyday. When ever I think of you, I end up crying, Missing those moments, has become an hobby , But all I wonder now is what went wrong. People say love is a magic, it happen ones and last forever. And they finally call it a love story, But why our story had to end in b/w no where. I had never thought; the other side of love could be as horror as death. And today when I’m standing here with out you; All I can think about is the day we kissed, I wish those days back, I wish you back. Missing you from the day till today. photo credit PS thanks  joshi daniel  for letting me use this image :). ⇨Signing Off ♥Prat

Pamper me from my mistakes. Hug me when I’m angry. Talk to me when I’m sad. Hold my hands when I need you. And kiss me when I say I miss you. But Never ever hate me, for my mistakes. Don’t be irritated, when I’m angry. Don’t ignore me, when I’m sad. Don’t leave me, when I need you. And slap me, when I say I hate you. Because, only I know how much I admire you. And Finally  photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

Around the world; It goes round and round. Blossoming the drought, Tanning the sand, And the instinct of moon brings dreams. Letting out the peace. But I sit and smile!! The world is losing its moisture, And the earth’s blood is contaminated, The world is getting dried and tanned. Green is cut down every where, And it’s showering acid. Animals are persevered in zoo. Everything is list under endangered, And I simply sit and talk about global warming. Petrol & diesel as reached the heights. All we care is liquors. Bees are forgetting their nest; Every time I type LOL, And that’s not funny. Shades are burnt and air conditioners are placed, What a common sense! Foreigners fly to click our dirty garbage; But all we care is fashion and glamour. Everyone needs everything, Because this is life and we live only ones, And that’s what matter to us. But your just been insane. Dig into

The love song of my heart is what calls you hon, Singing your name, night and day is what I can’t escape. High in the sky is a fire work when you kiss, And my heart goes bliss. The most adorable name is blinking in my cell. “hey” when you say, I go "omg" in all the way. I don’t want to miss your face for even a blink. Love me or hate me but you will find me every where. I'm not kidding, all I do is follow you, But I’m not a lover, I just want to be the one for you. Is this what they call madness? Because I'm feeling beyond the world for you. Hey babe, This is just a trailer for more become my lover. photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥