My Life in Technicolor

You never cared or loved instead you always stayed safe. It was me who was always in trouble and pain, facing family and losing friends.  You  lost nothing but took away everything from my life, I heard you say 'I love you' but yet you just kept calling me a names  and today even after everything I bared ,I have more to learn  after all this love was just fake. I know you will be with your better half soon  your excitement for your newlywed just makes me wonder; did we ever share anything special or was it just meant for me to suffer. maybe we were never a lovers,maybe all this was just a nightmare but I know you were never the one for me and all this was my foolishness and today I'm the one to be blamed, when tho I have Lost many thing, I feel sorry for you  because you'll never know the real beauty of my love. this story of grief  is reason we doubt love existence  and, so  I jus...

photo credit She was an amateur. Crazy like hell, wild like red and perfect just like that. She got every thing she asked for and had nothing to miss. Love and care, flowed like chocolate and strawberry in her name! There wasn't a thing she thought it wasn't hers. Talking trash with girl friends and stalking the guys just like that, and showing off was her life so far. How embraced this pretty girl was? Innocent yet she had everything to be proud about. Shouting out loud in class was not a offense for her, She was miss crowned every where and every day. she lived her fantasy in reality! What she missed was a wonder to the world. Pretty like that, high like sky, And a stunning beauty, With a sparkle in her eyes and glitters in her smile. She was your fairly tale. Guys dream to take her on a date but she was out of every ones average. but things happen and rest follow the guilt. In that crowded life what made her stop and why sh...

Song of the day: krewella-Alive heheheheeeee......  ***Finally I reached 100*geez weird..!***  Hey guys cheer me this is my one zero zero post. After long 2 years of total bullshit I reached 100 and to confess I’m not such a good blogger or a follower ( covering my face ) but hey I managed 100. And sorry blogging wasn't my thing lately actually nothing was mmm (puzzle face).oh and my rhyming as gone disaster + I've lost my senses lately so I've mmm no actually had  decided to just stick on to simply speaking to you, kind of blogging, hey its fun right?..!but its special 100 so( happy dance ).. mmm so for update I had a worst start for 2013, I had my appendix removed so I’m in complete rest and lagging in my room whole day burrhhh..2weeks now and ill be better and jumping around soon mmm. And I felt to re-do my blog and which idk , you tell me what you think of this new look ( disaster?? ) comment belovee plzzz.. !!...

Tangled with mixed feelings she sat there staring out side the window. the silence of rain was so intense that her heart pounded to the pitter patter of rain. she closed her eyes trying to get back into the face, that Innocent but yet soul pricking , sparking bright eyes and those cute but scared face, loyally wagging little tail. She smiled thinking how it ate all her biscuits this morning and the way it played with her shoelace but she scared its safety for tonight. the guilt filed her emotions, the fear of losing it was killing her; she desperately wanted to run back and warp it in her arms and protect that innocence forever. She hoped and prayed for its safety from the rain and swear to god no matter what happens tomorrow she will for sure bring the puppy along with her and shelter, love and care it forever but the only fear was its safety from rain and her mother reaction for her decision.  ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

All she wanted was to feel her soul which was shouting for mercy, a ray of hope and lot of courage but the truth laid by her side which was hard to buy at that moment of time, all she could concentrate and believe was in her fantasy, Romance with her dreams was all about to end in few seconds but she managed to pick up the pleasures out of that nightmare. She asked to herself ones and for all time sake, closing her eyes she went back in time. photo credit Looking deep into those sparkling eyes, that laughter of bliss, and everything made her sense him ones again she cuddled him in love with a joy of having him in her arms and they looked adorable together, playing, giggling and hugging each other so tight, never willing to let go. she breaks the silences in her husky voice “baby I want to remember this day like the day of new being and the sweet sin we just committed to be pure” and she shyly smile playing with her cloths and continue “and I want it to be just with you forever...

photo credit  It feels top of the world to sit on a giant wheel but the dizzy spin we get later in the head is life. No matter how much high we go there need to be one nor the other thing to crash a though about future, no matter even if the things are all set and perfect but still there will be a ghost hunting you about tomorrow. Once a kid asked her granny what is life? The granny grimed and said to hold on tight and buckle up because it’s a ride. Kid speaks in a horror, like that of a roller costar; with ups and downs? Eww!! I hate it and granny, I get sick when it goes down and I feel that I m gone crash. Granny laughed and in a convincing manner said sweetie, ups and downs is the good part of the ride and they add beauty, Example Mountains!  But why, the kid asked for answer. If not there would be no differences in a train and roller costar, you want plain road with no adventure? Granny asked for clarification and the kid shyly shook her head to a clean ...

Dramatically I stood there looking at her go, Further and far from me at her every step! With no courage to look back, she left me with emptiness.What wrong did I do to make her cold? Is all my soul wondered! Waiting impatiently for her to look back at my silence, But now she had gone far out of my hands. And so was I, there was no life felt in me, I stood far from today’s reality and drama. Broken, I looked at those flowers on the ground, And bent to the note in my name ; “You always rest in my heart. But still wish you ever here with me. Miss you so much and I love you forever,” And her tear droplet sparkling on my tomb stone. photo credit PS love is forever tho the person is dead or alive  ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

Why do you drink that stinking tonic everyday daddy??? dad replies because I get frustrated at job, so doctor told to drink this tonic indicating to the beer bottle in his hand so that dad gets relaxed and sleep tight.     Dad returns from the work tired, a very poor chemistry and misunderstanding leads to a fight b/w husband and wife. Yelling husband closes himself in a room. Peeking from the key hole, daughter sees his father drinking the tonic and knocks the door. Drunken father fail to answer!! Been disappointed kid start walking towards her mother, busy in front of computer ; working mother ask her daughter to go to sleep, since she had some important meeting in the morning, she had to work whole night so that she yell at her 9yr to go to her room and not to distrub her . Scared kid at her moms temper unable to tell her mother that she was starving since she had nothing for dinner silently walk towards kitchen hopping to find something in the freezer. As she open ...

There were nearly thousands of audience and I was the center of attraction, As i started to follow the music, dancing for so many people my parents my sir in front row smiling at my victor ,i closed my eyes i could hear my heartbeat and started with all courage and in all respect to my sir i danced, i looked like a swan in my white tutu i was a complete ballerina today, was pleased to hear the crowd calling out my name,I wanted to freeze this moment but the excitement was killing me but this moment was a lifesaver. A sudden twist in my leg, i fell in middle of the stage my mom ran to me, was all i saw before closing my eyes, was blank and out of thoughts filled with tears ,a shake of some one woke me their was a fair lady calling my name as i opened my eyes i saw my mom. I said mom where am i, what happen? ? she told to relax you must have had a nightmare as she told not to strain my heart, i asked why  ?? she left in s...

boy : (speaking in phone) i'm so happy ,i'm going to see you after such a long time . girl : me to ,very excited !!! boy : have you informed others about this ?? girl :about what ?? boy : that your coming .  girl : NO, i don't want any attention ,i'm sure they are busy and all.Don't wanna bother any one, more over we are nothing like before so i don't want any one to know i'm coming. boy : you miss them ,don't you ?? girl : well i do but times changed we need to move on . boy : don't you wanna see them get back together like old times ?? girl : I wish I could turn the clock around but..!! well don't to talk more on this please. boy : did i mention you girls are wired . girl : hundred times in a day lol. okay enough talk i need to pack .will be waiting be in time ill reach around 10am please don't make me wait ok. boy : don't worry ill be there in time. ok gotcha do some home work ill call you in a while  girl :...

There was this moment to rejoin the the runners and start it all over again but people who followed were so excited they forgot all about me and just rushed into the track . Later a kick of some one woke me i was so happy to see myself inside the track so excited but sensed a pain ,that pain didn't looked right it was killing me to stand up I watched the runners and the people feeling sorry for me and the people who were running with me but still were so happy to see me on ground . I cried to god why always me what are my mistakes i swear to ill never be over confident or ill very be mean to any one or ill do nothing wrong in my life just give a pull and make me stand i promise to win but all I could do is hope and pray and wishing on Broken star to help my Broken legs . All of the sudden for the first time in my life i could see the trophy and a winner of my age from a inch far from my finish line .i had learnt my lessons now and the true meaning of winning its not just...

As you all read i was tagged as a path finder. hilarious the person lost himself was seriously taken as a path finder and followed by groups of people who blindly believed and followed where ever he go is a short cut .so it happened like this as i realized i was running no where i joined the fools and allowed them to walk with me .literally as we walked i was ones again carried away by their praises i started to get involved in that process and gradually started to neglect the fact and believed that I am a path finder and walked like a hero at the side of the track.everyone in track looked amused and joined us other were confused and looked at me for answer.and i would say the smart and normal people were laughing out loud with tears (roflol) and rest felt sorry for us. but neglected everyone and kept running as fast as i could thought people are laughing at me because their jealous at my speed and kept moving forward with a hope to join the track every soon and win .but still unkn...

I had totally lost it now a sound of foot steps woke me when i opened my eyes i was no more on track guess i was stupid enough for believing my so called friends .they all were very happy seeing me off track and enjoyed the site .Now i was in middle of no where ,staring at the runners , hoping for miracle ,wondering what went wrong i stood there like a clown looking at laughing peoples at my dumbness.everyone crossed me ,the weakest and the worst and all i could do now was simply watch them win and clap at my own foolishness .I had lost my spot the people who were running with me were no where to be found but i still kept the hope and wandered like a stray horse looking for them from the side of the racetrack. Suddenly all the smiles started to look different the people for whom i stopped to help looked blanked at my statues and laughed .Then a wired feeling poked with in me "NO i was not born to be a com...

As i was running alone i started gathering all people how ever were running along and called them my friends i thought they will run with me all the way to the finish line in all ups and downs.i started been a supporter ,cheered, cracked jokes , it was very enjoyable finally. still tho i was unknown to where, why and for what i was there i started enjoying it like evening walk. "We often fail to identify the backstabbers behind those smiling faces" , so was i ,I was delightfully walking along, unknown to the fact i was gonna face later because of my so called friends .tho i could sense danger from them i still believed ,hoped and loved them .but all they could think of was pushing me off track .they started gaining up as we kept on running . i was no harm for them, i did no wrong .bring them together was my mistake. tho i had sensed this but still kept running along and smiling and waving .I was in my fantasy calling all my passerby friend , celebrating at their vict...

I Am on the track ,waiting for the sound of bullets ,I am all set to run but i didn't know the reason why i had to and where i was running for what cause was i asked to participate in this race . when the race started and people started running as fast they can pushing others in their way and trying to bet the fastest of all, i just try to keep up with them .There were everyone as if i was running with the whole universe .people of all age, people who were slow like Tortoise, people who were physically and mentally handicapped ,people of all shapes and size thin like bamboo fat like pumpkin.everyone were there running as fast as light (speed of light = 299 792 458 m / s ) .just kidding but its true they were at least trying .out of all this sporty feel there were few other helping and supporting the weakest and encouraging the best and cheering everyone . I was nothing like any of them ,i was no where with them .i was enjoying the support and trying to walk as fast as i could ...

All this time of my life i never thought or understood life is a race i use to judge others thinking they are not following their dreams their been cows following the first most person like a animals ,their running just because they had to. speaking frankly now that I understand things to an extend i know it need great courage and desire to make our dream come true and live our fantasy..i am not De-motivating its true every things possible in this world except time travel .you need to follow the crowed till you understand yourself and your life better because when you know your different nothing can stop you from been a hero ..:) DREAMS. Dreams are beauty of life; Dreams make life happy place to live; Dreams make you work; Dreams make you live your life better. When you dream you dream to be a hero, When you dream it for real and imagination grows close, your thoughts forcing you to achieve,your desire of life. Dreams must not be a time cutter . Dreams must crea...

Is a fiction based on the out look of a stubborn and irresolute kid,who fail to understand the importance of time and value of been loved, who always gets distracted by the temptations around and convenes him self life is what we always dream about and gets carried away day dreaming of his fantasy life forgetting his reality, this is a story of every single person who forgets his duty and value of time and yet still dream to be a hero. It is dedicated to all my friends for been impact on "Broken legs" and my friend nethra ,suraj and naveen for believing and a special thanks to vinay for bringing out the best in me and finally my family for been the hope of my life.. :) ♥℘.s.ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ♥