My Life in Technicolor

photo credit Today is the day you promised to be with me forever and always, but you deployed. every night I close my eyes in a hope to catch a glimpse of you. I sleep tight hugging your picture, in your love warm and cousy. You were the meaning to my life. As beautiful and colorful as rainbow you made me feel alive. Without you it is hard to survive, And hope is all I hold in your name. Last night you were glowing like bride in my dream, And I could feel you so close but that wasn't enough for my soul. The joy of hugging you is just what I wished for the most. Trust me I had given up, I never wanted to live a meaning less life with out, but you gave me a reasons to live. You had your responsibilities but now I have yours. I'm proud to be your widower but the pain of losing you as weaken me, And memories are torn to walk on alone. But I live to treasure our love forever and to watch it blossom into a flower. She got your ...

  As the music go loud. We want to dance and live like no other day. Well! Forget all right’s and wrong’s. Chuck “Awkward & awful “, be yourself.  Life is worth a chance neither way. So Smile because your still alive. And whatever it was; Now is the time to get over it, Because, It doesn't matter more than your happiness, Nothing really matters; it’s just you. So kill it, before it kills you! But, don’t be the criminal of your own story. And don’t be insane to hide it; when you can live it, Forget people, you’re in this alone. So what? Let them talk, your too pretty to ignore. So smile. Love and life will come along you just play along. So do all the things you care; Because, There is no other day like today. It’s time to snore but you simply can’t close your eyes and stop your crazy mind jiggles for even a sec. You have this things going on in your head about what to do and all other crap and you carefully judge over y...

Hey y’all this post was suppose to be done early like new year thing but I didn’t put much thoughts into making a post about 2012 and wishing good in 2013 and resolution and all blah blah. After visiting my fellow bloggers I follow I really got inspired to do this post. Skipping into the highlights of 2012 . Year was amazingly amusing and a biggest prank cracked by Mayan’s. I hardly remember most of my 2012 the beginning was excited as today so nothing really that different. In words I can put it as; I am growing old that’s it burrhhh. Yet certain things like I suddenly discovered brand new things about me. • The sporty side of me and my strength in badminton and now I’m actually practicing with university team (I use to be a galli badminton player look at me now “yaaay me” ) • I changed my subject (I’m really becoming nothing but total waste of time) • I offended many people and lost many friends last year bcoz of my exclusive?? Annoying Attitude!! (I can say that...

When you hit the bottom there is no way but up. I believed in dreams which were far from reality. Every possible step to heaven leads me close to hell, Everything I knew was just an illusion. Happiness fade into the clouded sky; Cold rain with sour and bitterness in every drop is all I have. My heart as gone silent and my mind is to loud to understand. Peace of mind seems like a mad man puzzle. Running away seems easy But cowardice is not my way of living. However what should be done? Face it or fight against it? Why life is so unfair? When you believe its forever, it breaks apart in middle of nowhere. Every apple you pick can be poisoned. Pain is possible to bare but the loud noise created along is hard to avoid. The disturbance created by own greed; kills everything you own slowly. Every day I wake up as a criminal, Killing me; is my crime. Innocence as gone silent; And silence is as hard as blindness, Living a life of stran...

Happy walla New Year people hope this year does all good and shower great things on all of you and may all your dreams come true and all the bliss be yours. ALL THE VERY BEST !!! ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

I smile thinking over the first time I looked at you. It tingles the way you looked back at me. And those cold stare reminds me of new born, There, my heart was loud for the first time. Oh please just tell me this secret of yours. I’m losing myself every time I gaze at your eyes, It feels like drugs, and I’m high like sky. With you every moment, my heart is starving for more, And I can’t wait but to fall in love with you . photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

There are many peoples whom you call own yet they distract and hurt you always but someone very much unknown can make you smile and be your “one in the million” and your reason to smile. Unknowingly or knowing we are someone’s reason to, We might not notice this in our buys life but we might mean world to someone really unknown to us. In times of difficulties they show up and help. Someone far out of reach and notice there is someone always thinking of us and watching us. Their thoughts can light you up and clear your mind and make you feel very much confident and alive sometimes in a strange way. Just think about it when someone means so much for you and you can do anything to make them smile and they don’t know that even you exist. Like wise some where in the corner of this world even you'll be someone’s someone. So always be smiling and happy your smile might bright up someone’s day. These might feel filmy but trust me you’ll believe it ones you feel it. P.S THANK Y...

In this life journey I always got lost in important turning point of my life and I always stayed distracted. The feeling of nobody killed me. Had nothing in life everything was passing clouds and time been attraction .I never had any thing to relate myself and I really hated that feeling of been nothing. I was just below average girl always shy, scared and lack of confidence, a totally loser in word. I all most tried every kind of a things to relate myself but nothing last long, just name it and yes I had a time of my life trying to fit in. was a totally dumb it feels crazy the way I was but today I know I’m something beyond average. Only bcoz I learnt through my mistakes and my stupidity. • Sitting in house while all my friends were in college. • getting backstabbed by my very own, • Doing all the crazy and messy things just for fun. • Getting education with people way younger. • Relationship and commitments in young age. Many more things which can't be mentioned...

Me : hey , hello ! How you doing ? Quit a while , sorry got busy couldn't return your calls , ssup ? Him: its okay re I understand and im fine, how you, all good with you kya? Me: I'm pretty good..you know how it happens with me.nothing much but to many things to talk with you , missed you real much. Him: I'm all ears. (I start with my whole week thing and he patiently listen.after a long senseless talk and hearty laugh) Him: I'm so happy not for anything, its been like a week I spoked to someone or someone called up and asked how I'm doing, its just strange but I'm really glad you called. wired! I was actually low and lonely myself and felt like talking to someone , someone who would understand me with out my explanation. That someone who know me better than myself and someone who would understand everything with my single hello. Every time when I feel above,that someone with out fail succeed in brightening up my face. just a hey, hello ! Is more than enoug...

You’re twinkling like a star in my heart and I wonder how far you are. The spear of this galaxy in your love is killing me, so hard! Happy for what happened I smiled thinking about that moment. But all I can blame now is why it had to happen. From the day till today it has changed everything. Memory's play an evil role everyday. When ever I think of you, I end up crying, Missing those moments, has become an hobby , But all I wonder now is what went wrong. People say love is a magic, it happen ones and last forever. And they finally call it a love story, But why our story had to end in b/w no where. I had never thought; the other side of love could be as horror as death. And today when I’m standing here with out you; All I can think about is the day we kissed, I wish those days back, I wish you back. Missing you from the day till today. photo credit PS thanks  joshi daniel  for letting me use this image :). ⇨Signing...

Around the world; It goes round and round. Blossoming the drought, Tanning the sand, And the instinct of moon brings dreams. Letting out the peace. But I sit and smile!! The world is losing its moisture, And the earth’s blood is contaminated, The world is getting dried and tanned. Green is cut down every where, And it’s showering acid. Animals are persevered in zoo. Everything is list under endangered, And I simply sit and talk about global warming. Petrol & diesel as reached the heights. All we care is liquors. Bees are forgetting their nest; Every time I type LOL, And that’s not funny. Shades are burnt and air conditioners are placed, What a common sense! Foreigners fly to click our dirty garbage; But all we care is fashion and glamour. Everyone needs everything, Because this is life and we live only ones, And that’s what matter to us. But your just been insane. Dig into...

Dramatically I stood there looking at her go, Further and far from me at her every step! With no courage to look back, she left me with emptiness.What wrong did I do to make her cold? Is all my soul wondered! Waiting impatiently for her to look back at my silence, But now she had gone far out of my hands. And so was I, there was no life felt in me, I stood far from today’s reality and drama. Broken, I looked at those flowers on the ground, And bent to the note in my name ; “You always rest in my heart. But still wish you ever here with me. Miss you so much and I love you forever,” And her tear droplet sparkling on my tomb stone. photo credit PS love is forever tho the person is dead or alive  ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

boy : (speaking in phone) i'm so happy ,i'm going to see you after such a long time . girl : me to ,very excited !!! boy : have you informed others about this ?? girl :about what ?? boy : that your coming .  girl : NO, i don't want any attention ,i'm sure they are busy and all.Don't wanna bother any one, more over we are nothing like before so i don't want any one to know i'm coming. boy : you miss them ,don't you ?? girl : well i do but times changed we need to move on . boy : don't you wanna see them get back together like old times ?? girl : I wish I could turn the clock around but..!! well don't to talk more on this please. boy : did i mention you girls are wired . girl : hundred times in a day lol. okay enough talk i need to pack .will be waiting be in time ill reach around 10am please don't make me wait ok. boy : don't worry ill be there in time. ok gotcha do some home work ill call you in a while  girl :...