My Life in Technicolor

I walked to the shore and waited till sun sustained into the horizon imprinting every shade of gold that illuminated in the evening sky I stood on the edge, when the sun immersed in between sky and sea. wishing on the green flash to retain the lost essence of my life. My heart had desired for love but resonated around despair and it drained the strength to outrun the darkness But my thoughts were never at rest, until I decided to let go I took a step away and did not look back. Heedful of elsewhere, the diversion set me free the footprints on the sand were washed away, with no laments And when I looked back, I watched the most beautiful sunset of my life. There my pain settled to stay golden but rest in darkness.

There are voices in my head, Some loud, some dead, There is a silence in the moment, And there is a burning scent.. Those voices always rhymes, Some sings elegy, some sings chime, A family feeding a dinner on a dime, And the soul so sour so lime.. There are voices in my head, Some says beer, some says bread, A light of a cellphone, a tone of a text, Fight for  a lost hope , wait for the next.. Those voices points to my eyes, They ask why it cries, The world is cold as it seems, And the heart , loud it screams... There are voices in my head, Burying everything, which is not dead, It consumed me, all over again, I wonder what will wash that dark stain,that pain.. There are voices in my nerves, To my languid soul, it serves, Just like a signal from a brain, It fades away  and drains. There was a time I saw the hope, I remembered a magicians rope, You blink your eye and the trick is done, So is the life so much undone.. There ar...

She smile while I cry She want to rave-up but I just want to hide She makes it look easy but I take the load She hugs me tight but it's never alright She fake it all and I go with the flow She is me but who am I? I see her woe but it is okay I don’t tackle because it is life If I let her stumble, she will learn to stand I'm strong because she is naive If I’m the lyrics, she is the song I'm her shadow, not her reflection  we are two shades of light but we always walk together. photo credit

Believe hard; hold the wait. Don’t let your hopes fade. Swap away the sadness because Happiness is not a wait. Let the sun shine and darkness rest. Breach the boundaries because life is a quest. Ocean is full of waves surf up with grace. Let your soul escape don’t scrape into a shape. Unleash the wild you don’t let the time tame you. Life is like an hour glass;  Walk a Liberty walk. photo credit 

When I think of the times, you're the best thing that ever happened. Everything you ever said,  Was a million words put into waste. Every promises you ever made,  Were a sweet trap bound to hell. And yet every time I believed in you,  without fail, you proved me a fool. All you say is broken apology,  because you do it all over again. But now I know, you're not sorry,you're only sorry you got caught. you are just a clown with a frown.  Empty & lost in the drought Heartless, yet you say you're in love. I feel so sorry for you right now. What you hide, won't stay hidden for long what goes around, comes back around  Everything you ever put me through,  every tricks you played,  everything else that you poisoned, Everything that I were was, Is a mistake I fell into,  I thought you did everything right! but your intentions can never be forgiven. But now I'm done. Done was...

Everything that triggers you.. The million words that hurt The reality of the time  The every missing pieces  The thousand broken promises  The elaborated love hoax The forgotten prayers  The whispers in the nights The polluted memories The truth you questioned  The lies you believed The self salvation The burning house of cards  The wild dreams  The heartaches  The pain of scars  The hurt of heal  The hateful love  The second chances The masked shadows The double standards The fake apologies  The last kiss The end of nothing  The regret of everything The realization of an illusion The never ending wait  The cursed nightmares The beauty turned ugly The woken alter ego The undone tattoos The unheard agony  The undead lament The toxic hopes The loud silence  The lau...

Breath away yet mysterious. I Smile faintly at unknown, And Strange Ecstasy in unknown. Im Bound to unknown, Yet captious at unknown. This heaviness is mysterious, And the Reasons are unknown  I might not know But it's beautiful Bcoz  I know, Love is mysterious.

Every tear as it's reason And every pain doesn't scar. Guilt is a subconscious whiplash But regret is rehab. Agony is real But Ecstasy is an escape. Don't Reason love Bcoz Heartache is antique. Lost soul, broke hope!Is as worst as self-pity. sedate your emotions! Bcoz Being yourself is a privilege. Be the Technicolour! But not a chaos. Never challenge the reality, Bcoz it can rebound. If your not strong enough, Don't abandon your dreams. Bcoz pain might be ideal choice But suffering is optional. Edge your feelings! And don't crumble. Dread is outrageous Yet again never fear!

He said with a smile to forgive him and never to stop loving him. In search of lost dreams. His journey was set on far hopes of reality. He waved a goodbye with sparkling eyes filled with life, when I skipped a tear, he smiled and said he is going to be young again.. But his smile faded as he knew it was time .. He simply kissed my hand and said "never love your life any less" he didn't look back,his steps were firm. he knew where he was heading.. He walked the liberty walk of his life in peace. And all he asked was love and forgiveness.. And I know it hurts but I Smile. Bcoz he thought me smile is easy and simple yet powerful. He is smile upon on me. but he will RIP in my heart with all the pride and respect... P'S go live some life with the oldies in your life before its to late..They are everything you gonna ever miss..so let them know you love them real much.

You never cared or loved instead you always stayed safe. It was me who was always in trouble and pain, facing family and losing friends.  You  lost nothing but took away everything from my life, I heard you say 'I love you' but yet you just kept calling me a names  and today even after everything I bared ,I have more to learn  after all this love was just fake. I know you will be with your better half soon  your excitement for your newlywed just makes me wonder; did we ever share anything special or was it just meant for me to suffer. maybe we were never a lovers,maybe all this was just a nightmare but I know you were never the one for me and all this was my foolishness and today I'm the one to be blamed, when tho I have Lost many thing, I feel sorry for you  because you'll never know the real beauty of my love. this story of grief  is reason we doubt love existence  and, so  I jus...

I love you,he said with a smile  but burnt her like acid.. holding up the snippets of yesterday,she curl up in pain and in a hope to escape from his sleek she close her eyes  but only to feel his hug ones again. PhotoCredit :  Vikram mp check out his page  Vikram's Photograpy

As clear as the sky and as deep as the sea, It's as simple as that to sense and feel But within lies the fire, That can rebel A trapped soul seeking for help; In those stares lies a story unsaid And a heart hopping to be cared: With dreams waiting to escape And live a carefree life But Instead it just smile With all secrets as it's jewel it shines so clear, yet so mystical ! Scary it is to feel that pain through ones eye but one can never understand That true person who is hiding there In vain. PhotoCredit :  Vikram mp check out his page  Vikram's Photograpy Model:  Prathima Gangadhar

I thought you knew I liked you I thought you knew I cared I thought you knew I had to take of all the silly things we shared I thought you knew how important you were to my heart I thought you of the things I did. Those things I did from very beginning I thought you knew you’re the only one, I turn to every time I cry If you only gave me the time  If you only gave me a chance, I’d show you how much I care, I’d make our love really last I thought you knew, without a doubt. I thought you knew every single emotion I had for you I thought you felt it to, Our love will someday somewhere somehow it will turn out to be true.

Hands down, but its time to move on. I have out grew from cute girl shoes! and its that time again. It was a roller coaster ride, but I never get enough of gravity and heights. So I'm gonna put my hands up and let my hair fly, and buckle up for the ride. I'm gonna scream and shout and make some noise, and annoy everyone with a smile. I'm gonna make them fall in love with me and also enjoy the ride. Because hands down its time to move on! I have out grew from cute girl shoes, Because life is a Bitch .  and now is my time to kiss a good bye. After all its my life, I'm done crying! Universe will smile on me soon,  So I'm gonna get ready; and look all fab.

It’s time again to rediscover what was once lost. You might have buried or burned certain things forever, yet it ill show! Because time is great player, even if you’re the game. It’s not the twist and turns you device. When time asks ‘Truth or dare’? Neither will be your pick. Yet time will challenge you anyways, To face the deepest truth and ugly fact of your life. Maybe it's easy to cry out loud and let go, But still things need to be answered someday. Whenever you decide on a new start, a new question is framed. Unanswered questions stay by hunting you forever. Time nor the truth, nothing’s going to change, When you are scared to accept your dark side. It all begin when you try to hide it, so better stand up, Simply smile and say ‘I did it’! If you don’t embrace your false, it’ll take over your world. “Time” you might have never valued it along, But it will strike again and second time it will be a war. So take a deep breath and look at the mirage in the m...

I think about the kiss, which sealed us together.  And I smile over those moment’s, you pamper me. Sweeter than honey and Beautiful like night sky, That's how I remember it all! Life is meaningful around you. And yes I’m blushing, Because your eye teas my lust for you, And I know you love all this so much.  So am I! Because,  Your smile is where my happiness begins. Please hug me tight and forever. Because this time is scary! I can’t lose you; I don’t want to lose you. I want to live years together and treasure our love epic for ages to read.  Childish is me and innocent is my love, And you are the love I wished for on shooting star. It’s you and only you. Because I can only Love you, Forever and always; I promise. PS love is unknown and it gets stranger with time about feelings last forever.

I close my eyes and wish on the stars, For you to fall in love with me all over again! But you left me here alone to suffer, And my dreams were to be blamed. But I believed you would stay,  And save me from this loneliness. But Life takes back everything it shared once And I walk on the lonely road with a broken soul. Life gets hard with guilt’s of yesterday And Pain is harder to bear with broken swears. But Hope is all I seek for in this empty road! And, For that moment of faith to happen again in my life. Photo credit:  Vikram's photography Model:  Maaya   PS thanks vikram for letting me use this pic ..!

photo credit She was an amateur. Crazy like hell, wild like red and perfect just like that. She got every thing she asked for and had nothing to miss. Love and care, flowed like chocolate and strawberry in her name! There wasn't a thing she thought it wasn't hers. Talking trash with girl friends and stalking the guys just like that, and showing off was her life so far. How embraced this pretty girl was? Innocent yet she had everything to be proud about. Shouting out loud in class was not a offense for her, She was miss crowned every where and every day. she lived her fantasy in reality! What she missed was a wonder to the world. Pretty like that, high like sky, And a stunning beauty, With a sparkle in her eyes and glitters in her smile. She was your fairly tale. Guys dream to take her on a date but she was out of every ones average. but things happen and rest follow the guilt. In that crowded life what made her stop and why sh...

photo credit Today is the day you promised to be with me forever and always, but you deployed. every night I close my eyes in a hope to catch a glimpse of you. I sleep tight hugging your picture, in your love warm and cousy. You were the meaning to my life. As beautiful and colorful as rainbow you made me feel alive. Without you it is hard to survive, And hope is all I hold in your name. Last night you were glowing like bride in my dream, And I could feel you so close but that wasn't enough for my soul. The joy of hugging you is just what I wished for the most. Trust me I had given up, I never wanted to live a meaning less life with out, but you gave me a reasons to live. You had your responsibilities but now I have yours. I'm proud to be your widower but the pain of losing you as weaken me, And memories are torn to walk on alone. But I live to treasure our love forever and to watch it blossom into a flower. She got your ...

  As the music go loud. We want to dance and live like no other day. Well! Forget all right’s and wrong’s. Chuck “Awkward & awful “, be yourself.  Life is worth a chance neither way. So Smile because your still alive. And whatever it was; Now is the time to get over it, Because, It doesn't matter more than your happiness, Nothing really matters; it’s just you. So kill it, before it kills you! But, don’t be the criminal of your own story. And don’t be insane to hide it; when you can live it, Forget people, you’re in this alone. So what? Let them talk, your too pretty to ignore. So smile. Love and life will come along you just play along. So do all the things you care; Because, There is no other day like today. It’s time to snore but you simply can’t close your eyes and stop your crazy mind jiggles for even a sec. You have this things going on in your head about what to do and all other crap and you carefully judge over y...