My Life in Technicolor

Every tear as it's reason And every pain doesn't scar. Guilt is a subconscious whiplash But regret is rehab. Agony is real But Ecstasy is an escape. Don't Reason love Bcoz Heartache is antique. Lost soul, broke hope!Is as worst as self-pity. sedate your emotions! Bcoz Being yourself is a privilege. Be the Technicolour! But not a chaos. Never challenge the reality, Bcoz it can rebound. If your not strong enough, Don't abandon your dreams. Bcoz pain might be ideal choice But suffering is optional. Edge your feelings! And don't crumble. Dread is outrageous Yet again never fear!

He said with a smile to forgive him and never to stop loving him. In search of lost dreams. His journey was set on far hopes of reality. He waved a goodbye with sparkling eyes filled with life, when I skipped a tear, he smiled and said he is going to be young again.. But his smile faded as he knew it was time .. He simply kissed my hand and said "never love your life any less" he didn't look back,his steps were firm. he knew where he was heading.. He walked the liberty walk of his life in peace. And all he asked was love and forgiveness.. And I know it hurts but I Smile. Bcoz he thought me smile is easy and simple yet powerful. He is smile upon on me. but he will RIP in my heart with all the pride and respect... P'S go live some life with the oldies in your life before its to late..They are everything you gonna ever miss..so let them know you love them real much.

photo credit Today is the day you promised to be with me forever and always, but you deployed. every night I close my eyes in a hope to catch a glimpse of you. I sleep tight hugging your picture, in your love warm and cousy. You were the meaning to my life. As beautiful and colorful as rainbow you made me feel alive. Without you it is hard to survive, And hope is all I hold in your name. Last night you were glowing like bride in my dream, And I could feel you so close but that wasn't enough for my soul. The joy of hugging you is just what I wished for the most. Trust me I had given up, I never wanted to live a meaning less life with out, but you gave me a reasons to live. You had your responsibilities but now I have yours. I'm proud to be your widower but the pain of losing you as weaken me, And memories are torn to walk on alone. But I live to treasure our love forever and to watch it blossom into a flower. She got your ...

Sometimes the feeling is true  but it needs lot more than just someone to love you. when you hate everything just remember one thing, There is no respect for happiness if you don't know sorrow. So to enjoy, you some times need to cry  and its the way of life . never blame on anyone,when something is on you. Add caption ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

  As the music go loud. We want to dance and live like no other day. Well! Forget all right’s and wrong’s. Chuck “Awkward & awful “, be yourself.  Life is worth a chance neither way. So Smile because your still alive. And whatever it was; Now is the time to get over it, Because, It doesn't matter more than your happiness, Nothing really matters; it’s just you. So kill it, before it kills you! But, don’t be the criminal of your own story. And don’t be insane to hide it; when you can live it, Forget people, you’re in this alone. So what? Let them talk, your too pretty to ignore. So smile. Love and life will come along you just play along. So do all the things you care; Because, There is no other day like today. It’s time to snore but you simply can’t close your eyes and stop your crazy mind jiggles for even a sec. You have this things going on in your head about what to do and all other crap and you carefully judge over y...

Hey y’all this post was suppose to be done early like new year thing but I didn’t put much thoughts into making a post about 2012 and wishing good in 2013 and resolution and all blah blah. After visiting my fellow bloggers I follow I really got inspired to do this post. Skipping into the highlights of 2012 . Year was amazingly amusing and a biggest prank cracked by Mayan’s. I hardly remember most of my 2012 the beginning was excited as today so nothing really that different. In words I can put it as; I am growing old that’s it burrhhh. Yet certain things like I suddenly discovered brand new things about me. • The sporty side of me and my strength in badminton and now I’m actually practicing with university team (I use to be a galli badminton player look at me now “yaaay me” ) • I changed my subject (I’m really becoming nothing but total waste of time) • I offended many people and lost many friends last year bcoz of my exclusive?? Annoying Attitude!! (I can say that...

When you hit the bottom there is no way but up. I believed in dreams which were far from reality. Every possible step to heaven leads me close to hell, Everything I knew was just an illusion. Happiness fade into the clouded sky; Cold rain with sour and bitterness in every drop is all I have. My heart as gone silent and my mind is to loud to understand. Peace of mind seems like a mad man puzzle. Running away seems easy But cowardice is not my way of living. However what should be done? Face it or fight against it? Why life is so unfair? When you believe its forever, it breaks apart in middle of nowhere. Every apple you pick can be poisoned. Pain is possible to bare but the loud noise created along is hard to avoid. The disturbance created by own greed; kills everything you own slowly. Every day I wake up as a criminal, Killing me; is my crime. Innocence as gone silent; And silence is as hard as blindness, Living a life of stran...

There are many peoples whom you call own yet they distract and hurt you always but someone very much unknown can make you smile and be your “one in the million” and your reason to smile. Unknowingly or knowing we are someone’s reason to, We might not notice this in our buys life but we might mean world to someone really unknown to us. In times of difficulties they show up and help. Someone far out of reach and notice there is someone always thinking of us and watching us. Their thoughts can light you up and clear your mind and make you feel very much confident and alive sometimes in a strange way. Just think about it when someone means so much for you and you can do anything to make them smile and they don’t know that even you exist. Like wise some where in the corner of this world even you'll be someone’s someone. So always be smiling and happy your smile might bright up someone’s day. These might feel filmy but trust me you’ll believe it ones you feel it. P.S THANK Y...

In this life journey I always got lost in important turning point of my life and I always stayed distracted. The feeling of nobody killed me. Had nothing in life everything was passing clouds and time been attraction .I never had any thing to relate myself and I really hated that feeling of been nothing. I was just below average girl always shy, scared and lack of confidence, a totally loser in word. I all most tried every kind of a things to relate myself but nothing last long, just name it and yes I had a time of my life trying to fit in. was a totally dumb it feels crazy the way I was but today I know I’m something beyond average. Only bcoz I learnt through my mistakes and my stupidity. • Sitting in house while all my friends were in college. • getting backstabbed by my very own, • Doing all the crazy and messy things just for fun. • Getting education with people way younger. • Relationship and commitments in young age. Many more things which can't be mentioned...

Hard it is to fall in love but bad it is to fall I love, the ultimate thing you gone feel in love is pain. There is nothing more but a lot of estrogen and testosterone production in your body and there you happily encounter yourself for nothing but the worst nightmare of your life, tho conscious and subconscious you know it’s wrong yet you strain your body for semi-physical and emotional blackmail about never-happening-fantasy of your not-so-good-love-life. not reality  “Regards of life is always learned when you face end of survival” and “Importance of freedom and self-respect is learned when you fall in love”. It is a beautiful thing to happen but are always read but never said (you see people are not that bad after all they knowing don’t push any one into hell) if you thing I’m been “DE-motivating” then ask the person committed or in relationship, you’ll know what I’m talking about and love is not 100% disaster it’s still the amusingly strange thing in this everythin...

 Shifted into total bliss, just by those memories! It act as a essential vitamin to enrich us from bore, Selfishness might be the extend you can touch But you’ll never extinct the always-true-reality. Strange is when those memories blossom to hope, Every time you smile at those old odd buildings, you know what you miss more! May be it was future, all you thought about than But today you just can’t stand the thought of apart any more. Complicated is the way teenage was, But all treat was because of friends. Stepping into those hunted walls all you can sense is their importance in life. Just like old times you see their mirage waving a smile in corridor And you walk into that vintage room; where your life changed into Technicolor drama You blush imagining your first crush presence in the last row, As you sense the charm of first love; Tears roll down from corner of your eyes over those mesmerizing days. You reach to those wooden benches, the...

All she wanted was to feel her soul which was shouting for mercy, a ray of hope and lot of courage but the truth laid by her side which was hard to buy at that moment of time, all she could concentrate and believe was in her fantasy, Romance with her dreams was all about to end in few seconds but she managed to pick up the pleasures out of that nightmare. She asked to herself ones and for all time sake, closing her eyes she went back in time. photo credit Looking deep into those sparkling eyes, that laughter of bliss, and everything made her sense him ones again she cuddled him in love with a joy of having him in her arms and they looked adorable together, playing, giggling and hugging each other so tight, never willing to let go. she breaks the silences in her husky voice “baby I want to remember this day like the day of new being and the sweet sin we just committed to be pure” and she shyly smile playing with her cloths and continue “and I want it to be just with you forever...

Peace of mind, where scribbling feels right. Inking down the darkness resembles my life. Where all I do is look for light, Drama is what I live in, Today, tomorrow, yesterday all are my ghost from last night, Don't know where my future lays. Passing the ball, playing the game is not my life. Happiness flows like tears. Why it can't change, when I want to change everything. Stone is harder but still get smashed, Why doesn't my heart understand this is life. Laughing in joy, when it is fake! Crying in vain, when it's fate! Why can't I understand this is life. photo credit PS I do'nt know how good is my post but i really wanted to high light the image. the photographer is one of my Facebook friend Swaroop M Koushik  .so do ink down what you feel :). *T hanks Swaroop for letting me use this image* ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

I don’t feel like doing any thing, today . It’s because your far there from me, today . But still it’s not enough for my love to fade away from you, today . I can’t think of any thing sweet than your smile to load up, today . It feels bliss to see how far we walked hand in hand, today . When I think about yesterday , O my!Those silly talks, unbearable pain, countless fights, stupid arguments and finally here we are, today . My words might, not be doing its magic, today . But my heart’s bombarding with loads and lots of love for you, today . It might be Valentine’s Day, today . But my love for you is like always and everyday . 

Pamper me from my mistakes. Hug me when I’m angry. Talk to me when I’m sad. Hold my hands when I need you. And kiss me when I say I miss you. But Never ever hate me, for my mistakes. Don’t be irritated, when I’m angry. Don’t ignore me, when I’m sad. Don’t leave me, when I need you. And slap me, when I say I hate you. Because, only I know how much I admire you. And Finally  photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

Around the world; It goes round and round. Blossoming the drought, Tanning the sand, And the instinct of moon brings dreams. Letting out the peace. But I sit and smile!! The world is losing its moisture, And the earth’s blood is contaminated, The world is getting dried and tanned. Green is cut down every where, And it’s showering acid. Animals are persevered in zoo. Everything is list under endangered, And I simply sit and talk about global warming. Petrol & diesel as reached the heights. All we care is liquors. Bees are forgetting their nest; Every time I type LOL, And that’s not funny. Shades are burnt and air conditioners are placed, What a common sense! Foreigners fly to click our dirty garbage; But all we care is fashion and glamour. Everyone needs everything, Because this is life and we live only ones, And that’s what matter to us. But your just been insane. Dig into...

photo credit  It feels top of the world to sit on a giant wheel but the dizzy spin we get later in the head is life. No matter how much high we go there need to be one nor the other thing to crash a though about future, no matter even if the things are all set and perfect but still there will be a ghost hunting you about tomorrow. Once a kid asked her granny what is life? The granny grimed and said to hold on tight and buckle up because it’s a ride. Kid speaks in a horror, like that of a roller costar; with ups and downs? Eww!! I hate it and granny, I get sick when it goes down and I feel that I m gone crash. Granny laughed and in a convincing manner said sweetie, ups and downs is the good part of the ride and they add beauty, Example Mountains!  But why, the kid asked for answer. If not there would be no differences in a train and roller costar, you want plain road with no adventure? Granny asked for clarification and the kid shyly shook her head to a clean ...