My Life in Technicolor

When I think of the times, you're the best thing that ever happened. Everything you ever said,  Was a million words put into waste. Every promises you ever made,  Were a sweet trap bound to hell. And yet every time I believed in you,  without fail, you proved me a fool. All you say is broken apology,  because you do it all over again. But now I know, you're not sorry,you're only sorry you got caught. you are just a clown with a frown.  Empty & lost in the drought Heartless, yet you say you're in love. I feel so sorry for you right now. What you hide, won't stay hidden for long what goes around, comes back around  Everything you ever put me through,  every tricks you played,  everything else that you poisoned, Everything that I were was, Is a mistake I fell into,  I thought you did everything right! but your intentions can never be forgiven. But now I'm done. Done was...

Everything that triggers you.. The million words that hurt The reality of the time  The every missing pieces  The thousand broken promises  The elaborated love hoax The forgotten prayers  The whispers in the nights The polluted memories The truth you questioned  The lies you believed The self salvation The burning house of cards  The wild dreams  The heartaches  The pain of scars  The hurt of heal  The hateful love  The second chances The masked shadows The double standards The fake apologies  The last kiss The end of nothing  The regret of everything The realization of an illusion The never ending wait  The cursed nightmares The beauty turned ugly The woken alter ego The undone tattoos The unheard agony  The undead lament The toxic hopes The loud silence  The lau...

He said with a smile to forgive him and never to stop loving him. In search of lost dreams. His journey was set on far hopes of reality. He waved a goodbye with sparkling eyes filled with life, when I skipped a tear, he smiled and said he is going to be young again.. But his smile faded as he knew it was time .. He simply kissed my hand and said "never love your life any less" he didn't look back,his steps were firm. he knew where he was heading.. He walked the liberty walk of his life in peace. And all he asked was love and forgiveness.. And I know it hurts but I Smile. Bcoz he thought me smile is easy and simple yet powerful. He is smile upon on me. but he will RIP in my heart with all the pride and respect... P'S go live some life with the oldies in your life before its to late..They are everything you gonna ever miss..so let them know you love them real much.

You never cared or loved instead you always stayed safe. It was me who was always in trouble and pain, facing family and losing friends.  You  lost nothing but took away everything from my life, I heard you say 'I love you' but yet you just kept calling me a names  and today even after everything I bared ,I have more to learn  after all this love was just fake. I know you will be with your better half soon  your excitement for your newlywed just makes me wonder; did we ever share anything special or was it just meant for me to suffer. maybe we were never a lovers,maybe all this was just a nightmare but I know you were never the one for me and all this was my foolishness and today I'm the one to be blamed, when tho I have Lost many thing, I feel sorry for you  because you'll never know the real beauty of my love. this story of grief  is reason we doubt love existence  and, so  I jus...

Few years back there was a girl who was a class clone, bullied and laughed always on and she was the only kid with poor grades in every subject. She was sent out of class one day for not knowing how to spell “SKY” she went home crying and she complain that people made fun of her grades .when she was about to give up, he was there watching her back and that day he told a story which changed that girls life.. There was a humble and quite kid always with big dreams. Only hire of the Throe but he had no Kingdom to rule because he was from streets. His Strict father always told him to earn and a mom who always felt helpless. Most of his childhood he served his parents well, sometimes nursing his sick mom or cooking for his dad. He studied in government school with only 1 set of uniforms and always barefoot. He always had trouble learning alphabets so he was put in Kannada medium a Regional language..He was a kid who saw his father's other side but always took his words ...

I love you,he said with a smile  but burnt her like acid.. holding up the snippets of yesterday,she curl up in pain and in a hope to escape from his sleek she close her eyes  but only to feel his hug ones again. PhotoCredit :  Vikram mp check out his page  Vikram's Photograpy

I thought you knew I liked you I thought you knew I cared I thought you knew I had to take of all the silly things we shared I thought you knew how important you were to my heart I thought you of the things I did. Those things I did from very beginning I thought you knew you’re the only one, I turn to every time I cry If you only gave me the time  If you only gave me a chance, I’d show you how much I care, I’d make our love really last I thought you knew, without a doubt. I thought you knew every single emotion I had for you I thought you felt it to, Our love will someday somewhere somehow it will turn out to be true.

I think about the kiss, which sealed us together.  And I smile over those moment’s, you pamper me. Sweeter than honey and Beautiful like night sky, That's how I remember it all! Life is meaningful around you. And yes I’m blushing, Because your eye teas my lust for you, And I know you love all this so much.  So am I! Because,  Your smile is where my happiness begins. Please hug me tight and forever. Because this time is scary! I can’t lose you; I don’t want to lose you. I want to live years together and treasure our love epic for ages to read.  Childish is me and innocent is my love, And you are the love I wished for on shooting star. It’s you and only you. Because I can only Love you, Forever and always; I promise. PS love is unknown and it gets stranger with time about feelings last forever.

I close my eyes and wish on the stars, For you to fall in love with me all over again! But you left me here alone to suffer, And my dreams were to be blamed. But I believed you would stay,  And save me from this loneliness. But Life takes back everything it shared once And I walk on the lonely road with a broken soul. Life gets hard with guilt’s of yesterday And Pain is harder to bear with broken swears. But Hope is all I seek for in this empty road! And, For that moment of faith to happen again in my life. Photo credit:  Vikram's photography Model:  Maaya   PS thanks vikram for letting me use this pic ..!

photo credit Today is the day you promised to be with me forever and always, but you deployed. every night I close my eyes in a hope to catch a glimpse of you. I sleep tight hugging your picture, in your love warm and cousy. You were the meaning to my life. As beautiful and colorful as rainbow you made me feel alive. Without you it is hard to survive, And hope is all I hold in your name. Last night you were glowing like bride in my dream, And I could feel you so close but that wasn't enough for my soul. The joy of hugging you is just what I wished for the most. Trust me I had given up, I never wanted to live a meaning less life with out, but you gave me a reasons to live. You had your responsibilities but now I have yours. I'm proud to be your widower but the pain of losing you as weaken me, And memories are torn to walk on alone. But I live to treasure our love forever and to watch it blossom into a flower. She got your ...

Hey y’all this post was suppose to be done early like new year thing but I didn’t put much thoughts into making a post about 2012 and wishing good in 2013 and resolution and all blah blah. After visiting my fellow bloggers I follow I really got inspired to do this post. Skipping into the highlights of 2012 . Year was amazingly amusing and a biggest prank cracked by Mayan’s. I hardly remember most of my 2012 the beginning was excited as today so nothing really that different. In words I can put it as; I am growing old that’s it burrhhh. Yet certain things like I suddenly discovered brand new things about me. • The sporty side of me and my strength in badminton and now I’m actually practicing with university team (I use to be a galli badminton player look at me now “yaaay me” ) • I changed my subject (I’m really becoming nothing but total waste of time) • I offended many people and lost many friends last year bcoz of my exclusive?? Annoying Attitude!! (I can say that...

I smile thinking over the first time I looked at you. It tingles the way you looked back at me. And those cold stare reminds me of new born, There, my heart was loud for the first time. Oh please just tell me this secret of yours. I’m losing myself every time I gaze at your eyes, It feels like drugs, and I’m high like sky. With you every moment, my heart is starving for more, And I can’t wait but to fall in love with you . photo credit ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥

photo credit Hi, After days of search I finally came up with a name for my daily blog with all help from my sweet hearts *mwahhh* there was quite an option actually and was really confusing. Well ill list those names below check it out and let me know which one sounds more “me”. It’s just that I’m struck with “P.S just saying” and “simple yet complicated”  so let me know what you think okays. I so badly wanted to do the blog on 12/12/12 *sad face* curse that system Walla uncle who delayed in fixing my PC and that’s a reason was not blogging for days now and day before yesterday got my PC so here I’m blabbering clueless so that’s it guess I’ll start on with my new/daily blog from 2013 or if I live *lol* than surly 21/12/2012 would be the date  *finger cross* . Here are the names for my blog, SIMPLE yet COMPLICATED. P.S just saying Simply being human. And?? Daily blossom. Heights of exaggeration. Comment your pick thank you :-) ⇨Signing Off ♥Prat...

Falling in love happen just like that,so easily but why it is so hard to move on? falling in love is like suicide attempt, you won't live nor you die. You hang yourself between hell and heaven.. When it happens you feel on top of the universe but when the same trust go down ,your pushed from cloud9 you'll fall but you won't die and yet you can't live. When you suffer and finally survive you will fail to recognize yourself ..time will heal but everything changes with time ,ones lost can never be regained. Aftr days will again get set for another suicidal mission..why love is so crazy fun and yet critical? P.S I'm blogging through cell so kindly bare any mistakes and sorry for wired post just feeling random :)

It happened, what was supposed to happen. Long back then, Where we first lost it all, And  Today it happened just like the way I had imagined, it would. Feelings are blank or black. why I feel so heavy? Sun is rising and setting in horizon . That won’t sound romantic any more, why? Lonesome! But still don’t want to cry, because tears won’t heal. So am I wounded? Or Cheated? You did it first so now I’m ending it.  anyways you have done it, now why blaming me for everything. Love is not a contract, wish you could have understood. Business? May be, But I knew it would happen but when it did, why I feel nothing. And just like that it’s over with nothing but emptiness. ‘Yes! I promise’ was just a word. Just Like I LOVE YOU. If everything is just a word than what is real? ‘I trust you ’saying wont make it happen. Gosh I wish so!! But still what so of daydreaming, When you know your living a nightmare. So much for Love.. but still...

Hard it is to fall in love but bad it is to fall I love, the ultimate thing you gone feel in love is pain. There is nothing more but a lot of estrogen and testosterone production in your body and there you happily encounter yourself for nothing but the worst nightmare of your life, tho conscious and subconscious you know it’s wrong yet you strain your body for semi-physical and emotional blackmail about never-happening-fantasy of your not-so-good-love-life. not reality  “Regards of life is always learned when you face end of survival” and “Importance of freedom and self-respect is learned when you fall in love”. It is a beautiful thing to happen but are always read but never said (you see people are not that bad after all they knowing don’t push any one into hell) if you thing I’m been “DE-motivating” then ask the person committed or in relationship, you’ll know what I’m talking about and love is not 100% disaster it’s still the amusingly strange thing in this everythin...

All she wanted was to feel her soul which was shouting for mercy, a ray of hope and lot of courage but the truth laid by her side which was hard to buy at that moment of time, all she could concentrate and believe was in her fantasy, Romance with her dreams was all about to end in few seconds but she managed to pick up the pleasures out of that nightmare. She asked to herself ones and for all time sake, closing her eyes she went back in time. photo credit Looking deep into those sparkling eyes, that laughter of bliss, and everything made her sense him ones again she cuddled him in love with a joy of having him in her arms and they looked adorable together, playing, giggling and hugging each other so tight, never willing to let go. she breaks the silences in her husky voice “baby I want to remember this day like the day of new being and the sweet sin we just committed to be pure” and she shyly smile playing with her cloths and continue “and I want it to be just with you forever...