My Life in Technicolor

It happened, what was supposed to happen. Long back then, Where we first lost it all, And  Today it happened just like the way I had imagined, it would. Feelings are blank or black. why I feel so heavy? Sun is rising and setting in horizon . That won’t sound romantic any more, why? Lonesome! But still don’t want to cry, because tears won’t heal. So am I wounded? Or Cheated? You did it first so now I’m ending it.  anyways you have done it, now why blaming me for everything. Love is not a contract, wish you could have understood. Business? May be, But I knew it would happen but when it did, why I feel nothing. And just like that it’s over with nothing but emptiness. ‘Yes! I promise’ was just a word. Just Like I LOVE YOU. If everything is just a word than what is real? ‘I trust you ’saying wont make it happen. Gosh I wish so!! But still what so of daydreaming, When you know your living a nightmare. So much for Love.. but still...

Hard it is to fall in love but bad it is to fall I love, the ultimate thing you gone feel in love is pain. There is nothing more but a lot of estrogen and testosterone production in your body and there you happily encounter yourself for nothing but the worst nightmare of your life, tho conscious and subconscious you know it’s wrong yet you strain your body for semi-physical and emotional blackmail about never-happening-fantasy of your not-so-good-love-life. not reality  “Regards of life is always learned when you face end of survival” and “Importance of freedom and self-respect is learned when you fall in love”. It is a beautiful thing to happen but are always read but never said (you see people are not that bad after all they knowing don’t push any one into hell) if you thing I’m been “DE-motivating” then ask the person committed or in relationship, you’ll know what I’m talking about and love is not 100% disaster it’s still the amusingly strange thing in this everythin...

 Shifted into total bliss, just by those memories! It act as a essential vitamin to enrich us from bore, Selfishness might be the extend you can touch But you’ll never extinct the always-true-reality. Strange is when those memories blossom to hope, Every time you smile at those old odd buildings, you know what you miss more! May be it was future, all you thought about than But today you just can’t stand the thought of apart any more. Complicated is the way teenage was, But all treat was because of friends. Stepping into those hunted walls all you can sense is their importance in life. Just like old times you see their mirage waving a smile in corridor And you walk into that vintage room; where your life changed into Technicolor drama You blush imagining your first crush presence in the last row, As you sense the charm of first love; Tears roll down from corner of your eyes over those mesmerizing days. You reach to those wooden benches, the...

All she wanted was to feel her soul which was shouting for mercy, a ray of hope and lot of courage but the truth laid by her side which was hard to buy at that moment of time, all she could concentrate and believe was in her fantasy, Romance with her dreams was all about to end in few seconds but she managed to pick up the pleasures out of that nightmare. She asked to herself ones and for all time sake, closing her eyes she went back in time. photo credit Looking deep into those sparkling eyes, that laughter of bliss, and everything made her sense him ones again she cuddled him in love with a joy of having him in her arms and they looked adorable together, playing, giggling and hugging each other so tight, never willing to let go. she breaks the silences in her husky voice “baby I want to remember this day like the day of new being and the sweet sin we just committed to be pure” and she shyly smile playing with her cloths and continue “and I want it to be just with you forever...

I walk into the light in middle of the floor and observe the darkness all around. I hold on to my ground and hope for the big, the big thing to happen and make my dream come true. ecstasy in my excitement, as the crowd goes loud, I groove and move to the beat of my heart. Every day in high sky when I look, I see myself. Singing the song yeah the happy song of my life. It feels great with all my mates shouting and laughing Well it isn't hard to tell, that’s the way we all want. So just Catch the beat and add stereo and dance Dance like everyone around you is blind. Come on you need not be so shy! It’s not everyday you get to live your dreams high Make it happen and make yourself beautiful. Now will you please get out Like just get it out and live your life high. What else can be more beautiful ?than living your dream ones a life time. you know what? it also heals the pain of your heart. so trust your heart and you'll always be happy. ...

Our senses blossomed as we hugged. Your strong body melting in my desire, Closer look on you; I grab yours chubby cheeks and pinch them into tomato red. You cry out in pain; I laughing as you cover yours face like a kid. You peek to see me laugh and there I know what your up to next. I try to escape from your sight before that; I get to taste your sweet cherry lips. Heaven it felt the way you held me. Locked up in your arm; that feels so much right! And then there you cheat by opening yours eyes. You held my face and kissed on my eye. I blush and struggle in your soft hold and you tease me more tickling me into laughter. I surrendered with a smile and you hugged me tight looking deep in my eyes. Childishly we embrace in that worthy moment, cherishing our souls. I rest my head on your chest hearing to the melody of our love. I look up your glowing face; speechless, And with out any pause we kisse...

Peace of mind, where scribbling feels right. Inking down the darkness resembles my life. Where all I do is look for light, Drama is what I live in, Today, tomorrow, yesterday all are my ghost from last night, Don't know where my future lays. Passing the ball, playing the game is not my life. Happiness flows like tears. Why it can't change, when I want to change everything. Stone is harder but still get smashed, Why doesn't my heart understand this is life. Laughing in joy, when it is fake! Crying in vain, when it's fate! Why can't I understand this is life. photo credit PS I do'nt know how good is my post but i really wanted to high light the image. the photographer is one of my Facebook friend Swaroop M Koushik  .so do ink down what you feel :). *T hanks Swaroop for letting me use this image* ⇨Signing Off ♥Prathi♥