Thursday, September 25, 2014

Peace. .

He said with a smile to forgive him and never to stop loving him.

In search of lost dreams.
His journey was set on far hopes of reality.
He waved a goodbye
with sparkling eyes filled with life,
when I skipped a tear,
he smiled and said
he is going to be young again..
But his smile faded
as he knew it was time ..
He simply kissed my hand and said
"never love your life any less"
he didn't look back,his steps were firm.
he knew where he was heading..
He walked the liberty walk of his life in peace.
And all he asked was love and forgiveness..
And I know it hurts but I Smile.
Bcoz he thought me smile is easy
and simple yet powerful.
He is smile upon on me.
but he will RIP in my heart with all the pride and respect...

P'S go live some life with the oldies in your life before its to late..They are everything you gonna ever miss..so let them know you love them real much.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Quotes #3

Moon enchants your dreams, while sun shine your way from dreamer to a achiever..!

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Simple Quotes


photo credit 

Forget yesterday
Because today will end soon,
And tomorrow might never come 
So better 
Believe in NOW.

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Story of Grief


You never cared or loved instead you always stayed safe.
It was me who was always in trouble and pain, facing family and losing friends. 
You  lost nothing but took away everything from my life,
I heard you say 'I love you' but yet you just kept calling me a names
 and today even after everything I bared ,I have more to learn 
after all this love was just fake.
I know you will be with your better half soon 
your excitement for your newlywed just makes me wonder;
did we ever share anything special or was it just meant for me to suffer.
maybe we were never a lovers,maybe all this was just a nightmare
but I know you were never the one for me and all this was my foolishness
and today I'm the one to be blamed,
when tho I have Lost many thing, I feel sorry for you 
because you'll never know the real beauty of my love.



this story of grief 
is reason we doubt love existence 
and, so
 I just wanna say
before falling see where you're going
because 
you might think you're falling in love
but you might be landing in hell..



Tuesday, June 10, 2014

My HERO.



Few years back there was a girl who was a class clone, bullied and laughed always on and she was the only kid with poor grades in every subject. She was sent out of class one day for not knowing how to spell “SKY” she went home crying and she complain that people made fun of her grades .when she was about to give up, he was there watching her back and that day he told a story which changed that girls life..

There was a humble and quite kid always with big dreams. Only hire of the Throe but he had no Kingdom to rule because he was from streets. His Strict father always told him to earn and a mom who always felt helpless. Most of his childhood he served his parents well, sometimes nursing his sick mom or cooking for his dad. He studied in government school with only 1 set of uniforms and always barefoot. He always had trouble learning alphabets so he was put in Kannada medium a Regional language..He was a kid who saw his father's other side but always took his words as a new quest. He was always active as a kid but then came the twist..

It was college in 1960's well that college was English.being from local school his English was never nourished and he had math’s, physics and everything else to be written in list ..He almost gave up and thought of listening to his father and working in local store. But his always sick mom inspired him to read more..well guess what his hard worked paid him off and he got his prize.. A" Medical seat" but that was a high road and far from his town..So his father said No bcoz he had No job to pay him to do medical.He begged all his relatives for help but nothing clicked but still his mother's hope pushed him ahead. he somehow got money to travel but that was never enough.

His achievement was a way for new life with everything as a fight. Well he was a kid from streets who was starting medicine and that might sound Inspiring but the ugly side he had nothing to eat or wear or even pen to ink. but again his hard work was blessed with scholarships well that was enough for him to seat on those college desk and learn to save a life. After a year of struggle came a help from his uncle who sent him only 100rs once every 2 months and in that he had to buy books, Cloths and food with in a price or starve for nights and he use to sleep on his lab coat under his bed and  in morning it was almost looked ironed. He had 2 set of cloths for 4 years and he use to hide them inside his lab coat. Every day with no fail, he was a joke for rich kids and their life made him weak but he never gave up. He had few friends who were a struggle like him. When there was strike in mess he had to sleep empty stomach for days. And finally off his struggle he finished his college with a Medical degree but no work in his hand. After years of search he got a pay of 500rs every month ...he was alone yet his life was fine but no luxury in his name. He sent his pay home and saved some for his own. But god was not done with him yet so he introduced him to someone special.

They were 2 love birds who were from north and south. .difference was their world  and nothing matched, religion to language everything crashed But with lots of drama and struggle of 70 's they got married and then he struggled for stable life. Parents rejected his marriage after being blessed.
with his wife he went to far town and started a new life. with just 800Rs every month in his pocket they felt alright. than years went by and came the big 2 news of his life when his little baby boy giggled he read a letter about his father's last breath. He left that night and came back home with his mother. he didn't leave her alone to suffer, he took care of her but she still disliked his wife and they always had to fight he stumbled btw 2 ladies in his life, but never complained and then came a good news, a cute baby girl with beautiful smile and then everything was falling in place but he was never at rest ..

Work was his life and coming back home was for more complain and fight. He stayed late in hospitals working day and night and he saved so many lives. He educated people around him and paid for their school fees, he helped people in need but he was never at peace. Years went and finally came the time of 90’s where he learnt his typhoid infected wife was 5months pregnant and he could only save either mom or the child. He decided to abort his wife bcoz there was this girl inside the womb who was doubted with life and he couldn't dare orphan the other 2 children. But his wife took the risk and then came the little head. Who was declared dead bcoz she was weak and just seven months young but he being the doctor saved her life and well named her Prathima . ..

family pic

10 year me was just feeling curious but I understood something, that my dad is special and he stood by me always and papered me but he also help me built this beautiful life ...
He is my real life hero, he inspire me the most. He accomplished so much and till today he swear by his profession. My dad was always a struggle even after 2 heart surgery he is still the same young boy. Well he is now 65, this June 15th he ll be 66 and still he keep himself busy working and I swear by this to my death, his patience is his best talent I would say , He never scold or hit or gave up on us, ever! and till date he bare me, he is simply my Precious :).


 LOVE YOU LOADS DADDA YOUR THE BEST
 AND 
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
AND 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY   


He is my pile of wisdom and strength.
His story always inspires me to believe great.
He guides me back to my sense.
Few lines he write which explains me life.
"Never complain or blame because that only leads to more loss and pain".


If I'm something  today you know who is the inspiration
 and he is not just my role model he is my father.






P S yes I'm a per mature baby :) if your wondering ..

P S S:  This post is as a part of Celebrating Men Who Make A Difference! 
I am writing about #MyRoleModel as a part of the activity by Gillette India in association with BlogAdda.com


Thank you Blogadda 

Friday, June 06, 2014

Snippets!


I love you,he said with a smile 
but burnt her like acid..
holding up the snippets of yesterday,she curl up in pain
and in a hope to escape from his sleek she close her eyes 
but only to feel his hug ones again.




PhotoCredit : Vikram mp
check out his page Vikram's Photograpy



The Rebel !!

As clear as the sky and as deep as the sea,
It's as simple as that to sense and feel
But within lies the fire, That can rebel
A trapped soul seeking for help; In those stares lies a story unsaid
And a heart hopping to be cared: With dreams waiting to escape
And live a carefree life
But Instead it just smile
With all secrets as it's jewel it shines so clear,
yet so mystical !
Scary it is to feel that pain through ones eye
but one can never understand That true person who is hiding there In vain.

PhotoCredit : Vikram mp
check out his page Vikram's Photograpy

Thursday, June 05, 2014

Classified

In times I go Blahblaholic,
And I'm just being Bebalicious,
No doubt everything in my life is Fun-ta-taing,
and no offence I'm all Sexified and
My Attitude is Classified.


PhotoCredit : Vikram mp
check out his page Vikram's Photograpy
Model: Maaya Likitha

SomeDay SomeWhere SomeHow

I thought you knew I liked you
I thought you knew I cared
I thought you knew I had to take of all the silly things we shared
I thought you knew how important you were to my heart
I thought you of the things I did.
Those things I did from very beginning



I thought you knew you’re the only one, I turn to every time I cry
If you only gave me the time 
If you only gave me a chance,
I’d show you how much I care,
I’d make our love really last
I thought you knew, without a doubt.
I thought you knew every single emotion I had for you
I thought you felt it to,
Our love will someday somewhere somehow it will turn out to be true.


Wednesday, June 04, 2014

unconditional love

Every blossom is special
Where every bloom carry the fragrance of happiness ..
as in Every heart beats for love and care. .
The feel of acceptance is what life is all about 
and the essence of love is all it takes to experience the unconditional love..


PhotoCredit : Vikram mp
check out his page Vikram's Photograpy

Monday, June 02, 2014

New shoes!!

Hands down,
but its time to move on.
I have out grew from cute girl shoes!
and its that time again.

It was a roller coaster ride,
but I never get enough of gravity and heights.
So I'm gonna put my hands up and let my hair fly,
and buckle up for the ride.

I'm gonna scream and shout and make some noise,
and annoy everyone with a smile.
I'm gonna make them fall in love with me
and also enjoy the ride.

Because hands down its time to move on!
I have out grew from cute girl shoes,
Because life is a Bitch . 
and now is my time to kiss a good bye.

After all its my life, I'm done crying!
Universe will smile on me soon, 
So I'm gonna get ready;
and look all fab.





Sunday, January 19, 2014

Truth or Dare??


It’s time again to rediscover what was once lost.
You might have buried or burned certain things forever, yet it ill show!
Because time is great player, even if you’re the game.
It’s not the twist and turns you device.
When time asks ‘Truth or dare’? Neither will be your pick.
Yet time will challenge you anyways,
To face the deepest truth and ugly fact of your life.
Maybe it's easy to cry out loud and let go,
But still things need to be answered someday.
Whenever you decide on a new start, a new question is framed.
Unanswered questions stay by hunting you forever.
Time nor the truth, nothing’s going to change,
When you are scared to accept your dark side.

It all begin when you try to hide it, so better stand up,
Simply smile and say ‘I did it’!
If you don’t embrace your false, it’ll take over your world.
“Time” you might have never valued it along,
But it will strike again and second time it will be a war.
So take a deep breath and look at the mirage in the mirror.
You’re not beautiful or success!
It’s the matured strength you’ve grown with time.
And you will need more of it to win, but it’s never enough. .
The game will go on and you’ll keep on fighting for a win-win.
But it only end when you’re true to yourself and agree to play
So keep on playing..
Because that's how you can possibly be a free.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Forever and always!!


I think about the kiss, which sealed us together. 
And I smile over those moment’s, you pamper me.
Sweeter than honey and Beautiful like night sky,
That's how I remember it all!
Life is meaningful around you.

And yes I’m blushing,
Because your eye teas my lust for you,
And I know you love all this so much. 
So am I! Because, 
Your smile is where my happiness begins.


Please hug me tight and forever.
Because this time is scary!
I can’t lose you;
I don’t want to lose you.
I want to live years together and treasure our love epic for ages to read. 

Childish is me and innocent is my love,
And you are the love I wished for on shooting star.
It’s you and only you.
Because I can only Love you,
Forever and always; I promise.


PS love is unknown and it gets stranger with time about feelings last forever.

Sunday, January 05, 2014

Empty road

I close my eyes and wish on the stars,
For you to fall in love with me all over again!
But you left me here alone to suffer,
And my dreams were to be blamed.
But I believed you would stay, 
And save me from this loneliness.


But
Life takes back everything it shared once
And I walk on the lonely road with a broken soul.
Life gets hard with guilt’s of yesterday
And Pain is harder to bear with broken swears.
But Hope is all I seek for in this empty road! And,
For that moment of faith to happen again in my life.




Model: Maaya
 PS thanks vikram for letting me use this pic ..!

Saturday, January 04, 2014

It's 2014

I started blogging like 3 years from now . And blogging was so much fun back than but now Bcoz of busy schedule I don't get much of a time to post .. Sadly I think I have to start all over again and so much as changed in this 3 years of my blogging .. hope I get to continue the spirt .. That's for my 2013 confession and I'm still having trouble with my adsense account .. May be, I'm doing it all wrong *please help* ...
and 
wish you a happy and prosperous year happy new year have a blast....!!!