Story of Grief

You never cared or loved instead you always stayed safe.

It was me who was always in trouble and pain, facing family and losing friends. 

You  lost nothing but took away everything from my life,

I heard you say 'I love you' but yet you just kept calling me a names

 and today even after everything I bared ,I have more to learn 

after all this love was just fake.

I know you will be with your better half soon 

your excitement for your newlywed just makes me wonder;

did we ever share anything special or was it just meant for me to suffer.

maybe we were never a lovers,maybe all this was just a nightmare

but I know you were never the one for me and all this was my foolishness

and today I'm the one to be blamed,

when tho I have Lost many thing, I feel sorry for you 

because you'll never know the real beauty of my love.

this story of grief 

is reason we doubt love existence 

and, so

 I just wanna say

before falling see where you're going

because 

you might think you're falling in love

but you might be landing in hell..